Sunday, January 01, 2012

Despite renewal of our vows, new rings, and a romantic vacation, this morning Josh told me that he has changed his mind again, and that he doesn't want to be married to me anymore. This time it is really over, because I won't be opening myself up to this

Despite renewal of our vows, new rings, and a romantic vacation, this morning Josh told me that he has changed his mind again, and that he doesn't want to be married to me anymore. This time it is really over, because I won't be opening myself up to this hurt again. I don't know when or where I will move; I am too shell-shocked to make plans right now. I am holed up with friends, feeling very sad and sick and bewildered.

After 6 years of joyful sharing, this blog is now closed. In the next few weeks I will start another. If you would like to follow me there, please email me at hashimaree at gmail dot com, and I will share the new address with you.

Peace out.

5 comments:

deb did it said...

Josh, if you are reading this...please go away. Leave her alone. Please.

Kris said...

I am nothing more than an old acquaintance and an occasional blog surfer who enjoys reading/seeing your creativity and your earthy soul postings. Your more personal posts made me feel like somewhat of a spy...at the same time truly admiring your ability to share your joy and open heart.
I've not been inclined to comment until now, and after reading back many, many of your posts to understand your last. I wish you the peace you deserve. I will continue to envision you in pink healing light.
You will emerge from this more beautiful than ever Hashi.
LOVE

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Mandy said...

damn it.

i love you.