Tuesday, October 10, 2006

October 10


In my dreams nearly every night lately I am aware that my mother is dead. Sometimes, like last night, I sob in my sleep and awaken with a blocked nose and wet face. I miss you, Mum.

12 comments:

Virginia Hanley said...

Condolences, Hashi. It takes a long time.

Nancy said...

It is very hard, and it does take a long time. The picture is so lively, it's a good way to remember her. I wish I had tried to draw my mother before she died.

Penny said...

Hashi it is probably harder for you as you lived so far away, time will pass but you will always remember your mother and in time with love and a smile and not regret.

Brother Dan said...

I've been dreaming of her to. Still crying, almost every day. Such a large hole in my life.

Lin said...

I am so so sorry .....

Roma said...

Hashi, just dropped in to visit and am heartbroken at your news. I am so sorry.

Roma from EDM

pedalpower said...

I just wanted you to know that my heart goes out to you.

Rhea said...

Hey mum, thinkin of you lots. I just wanted to let you know that the frogs are alright. They've found a quite spot nearby to you. They'll be back when you need to smile the most.

Jana Bouc said...

Thank you for sharing the lovely drawing and for sharing your sadness. Sometimes sadness can be sweet too, when it's heartfelt and about loving someone. It brought up some tenderness in me for my mom too, who's starting that round robin of being in and out of the hospital at 83.

Julie Oakley said...

Hashi, I feel for you. I keep waking up feeling hurt and angry but I am sure that with someone so dear to you, it will take longer.

Alison said...

I am sure it is part of the journey of a strong relationship - but hard nevertheless.

Rrramone said...

Hashi, am catching up on your posts for the past few weeks. Been out of town. Love this one especially, and can relate. Lost Mom 3 yrs ago and I still have moments like this. Blessings to you.